I guess somebody needs an explanation
I've told you before that i might turn
I might turn into somebody you used to know
I've warned you to warn me if i become somebody cold
But you didn't, you didn't even ask anything and let everything as awkward as it seems
I don't care if you found this out or not
I'll tell the world i did something right by not letting myself hurt anymore
Say i'm a coward by running from anything, say that this is my defense, say that i'm a grudge holder. Because it's true  i am all of those
I know it sounds so stupid, silly, moron or whatever you call it, but
I'm tired of wanting you wanting me
I want to stop before it's too late, so
I want you to either understand my decision to let you go or if i'm mistaken, if i get the wrong idea, please make me right, please tell me that what i said was wrong, that it's not the right thing to shut you up, that you are still capable to turn everything back to what it was, that what you did isn't my delution to my translation, that all of your story was sincere, that all what you shared was for me to be considerations, that all of those moments won't go to waste
So go...
Or stay...