How grateful i am to be born with such diversity background knowledge family

My mom is a housewife which can cook literally anything, good at doing chores, and was an iron lady when my sister was unable to be independent.

My dad was a civil servant, is a bachelor of public administration, so he knows everything and is so critical about government policy.

My sister was a bachelor in medicine, master in public health. She's our guardian regarding health. Whatever she says is like a command so every single members of the family has to do it. When corona virus outbreak, my dad stop doing exercise in the city hall as my sister tell him to do so, instead doing it at home.

Me... I am a bachelor in architectural engineering who knows much about design, pretty much a tinker, and can fix anything. I know about construction and newest trend in the world, and trivial things which not related with anything i'm good at.

My brother is a student of information technology, he knows about coding, good at formatting windows and reinstall it, always always do whatever people tell him to, good boy.

February,

i flopped my ielts test so hard, only got 5,5 on writing because of the overthinking and nervousness. But thankfully the overall band is still can be used to apply scholarship which later require another ielts test if i can get through. So, i will take the test again anyway, no regrets.
Talking about scholarship hunting, i don't know when will i start another thing, i mean, i don't know until when i will stay unemployed and living this slow motion life but at least i need to finish this procedure first, i don't know when i will have the courage to do this if not now. I'm so thankful of what i got now, so many things i can't do then i can do it now. now i can swim, i took ielts for the first time, i went to bali, i volunteer to teach, i learn how to drive, and those lots of things that i do for the first time.

as i prepare documents for scholarship application, there are lots of things i forgot i had ever had, i knew i joined many organizations and events but winning second place for writing about the world of muslimah was another story, so not me, but i won anyway.

i needed to scan everything to keep the soft file, but the last time multi function printer that can be used for printing, scanning and faxing in my house was used when i was in high school. When i was a kid, my dad said that i was cold handed, a phrase in bahasa, which means i could always fix broken things. And it still works until now, i can revive the never been used since high school printer. And while i was at it i also scanned all of the polaroid i took, including the one i took at my farewell almost 2 months ago.