Hey, it was supposed to be like that. Now i'm down to the ground, i hate being controlled, i hate being commanded, i wanna live the way i wanna live, when i was trapped in someone decision which make me to do something i against, i know it'll be total disaster. But i know i'm a hard worker, i know it sounds narcistic, but i think i know myself that well. I know i have problem with my temper, i know i'm going thru pms right now, i know i take everything too deep right now. I need to take a breath, i'm too panic to face anything.
I'm worried about anything, when i will do laundry, when i will clean my bedroom, when will i wash my bike, when will i service my motorbike, when i will do check up to doctor while i'm so afraid it is cancer or not.
I'm worried about anything, not to mention furious of being assume as a stupid little kid who can do nothing. I hate that the most.