Avril Lavigne - Smile

Taylor Swift - The Story of Us

hello there. i'm in Penang, Malaysia now, i'm joining SGGS INternational students' conference here. there's so many people from many countries gather all together here. it's kinda fun because i met a lot of new friends, although my english isn't that good, but at least i can communicate and understand what they're talking about. some of them are very very nice to us, but some others are being a little bit un-welcome to us. it's okay, different person different characteristic, right?

but i'm so afraid, because when i get back to indonesia i will have a test in my school, and i haven't prepared anything yet, i feel scared if i can't pass it well, pray for me, wish me luck.

this is 23pm here, so lemme take a rest and post another unimportant post again, gbye :)

oh, i was on webcam with my friend in Indonesia, he said i'm kinda like mermaid or you can say dugong --"

no, of course i'm not, it's his crunchy jokes --"

hola! it's been a decade i didn't post anything, because all of English Night's stuff - an annual event of my school -. the photos will be posted later, i just wanna catch up write unimportant posting.

• been so sure lately, but doubts always come around guys, so when you wanna decide something make sure it's already 100% proceed your brain into your heart.
• i like being in a full crowd or total lonely, i hate being in a crowd but feeling alone.
• if we were a movie, you'd be the right guy and i'll be ................... (hannah montana - if we were a movie)
• don't let a Korean Drama breaks your mood. Korean drama is so damn great emotionally, it's kinda like we're in its story

hello world! i just wanna tell you that i'm freaking upset now.

Mom, Dad

i'm so sorry. Why did God give you those 2 careless daughters ? :'(

i feel sooooo terrible

How to laugh?

forgetting something is almost today disease for me.

forget having breakfast
forget having an appointment at 10
forget texting Lenny that Arden had picked me up
forget taking my motorcycle's key
forget having another appointment at 2
forget having lunch
forget what day today is, so i forget that i have an English course
the most ridiculous thing is i forget how to laugh, i forget which jokes are funny, even sometimes i forget how to think about something. at least i don't forget my way home. :)

Sometimes . . . No, always. Waiting always sucks. Someone asked you to go somewhere, and he promised you to meet in (lemme call) A. You arrived first, and there's no one in A.
1 minute, 5 minutes, 15 minutes. Tolerated.
Now, it's been 30 minutes. Still, no one there, but a group of unknown boys near you. Then he came with someone you don't expect to come, but he does. What a life! A destiny isn't on your side, yet. Don't sigh, just take a deep breath, everything's gonna be alright.
To be honest, i'm sick of it, if my hurt is measured, it can be more than a thousand ton psychological burden.
Okay, if you deal with something like that, please giving him up, although it's difficult and way more hurt, trust me it'll be worth it and sometimes it's relaxing.

Fin, regards Jean

Taylor Swift - Mean

Kartini Day

surely this is a late post, kartini day was so weeks ago, its 21st of April. but i have not enough time or i'm just too lazy to post something, but i madly wanna show y'all our Kartini day celebration, cause it's wonderful. and again i'm too lazy to describe.

this is us, in front of the class with full of traditional costume

this is me using 'blangkon', it used to be used by man, but i tried to wear it

the blue-veiled girl is Ade, the red one is me, the other girl is Iput and the only boy is Adhi

we took the picture concepted by Manda, he wanted to show us his idea was good, so here that is

this is me and Nisa, starring each other. it was total drama queen act

this is us again in the class, decorating traditional food

this Barbie is a part of traditional food's decoration, i put powder on its face.

it's pulling rope competition, mine was lost because we just had 6 boys, poor poor LQI

again we lost at the 'bakiak' competition, they just fell down

bakiak is a kind of flip flop can be used for 4 people together

Sabrina Carpenter - Something's Got a Hold on Me

OST Burlesque. can't believe a girl on that age has been allowed to watch Burlesque --"