I have closed my eyes prepared to sail into dreams when life reminded me i wasn't good enough.
I was betrayed so many times until i reached that point that i wouldn't care of anyone new anymore.
It turned out, they, who i believed to be my closest, did not have mutual feeling, i was assumed they're at best, they're trustworthy, and i thought i was their best too. Now i know i'm not.
I hate myself to trust people so easily. I hate them the most to be such an awful person.
I don't know whom to trust anymore.