Sara Bareilles - The Light

i just loved Sara after finding her third album, where was I? she's beyond incredible, i love her whole songs in 'Kaleidoscope Heart'. Sara is a real lady, she really sells her talent in singing, playing piano and writing a song. and THIS 'the light' could shut me up, think away and stare at nothing. it does really hypnotize me, it is a friend of mine when i was down, it's not the meaning of it, it's just the way she sings and the ups downs of the song drag me to a comfort zone to cry, be angry, regret.
so maybe you would feel the same? here's 'the light' to keep you company, and please don't feel lonely, for God sake this world contains a zillion people

i ain't gonna be back, my friend :)
i respect you with my whole heart, you're the one who cry with me, you're the one i have sleepover with.
but if you drag me to go back and get along with them AGAIN, hahahahaha sorry, i'm too comfortable now.
i will always be your friend, not in a package with her :)
i don't wanna be packed, here i am

Gamal & Audrey - I Need This (Jessie J)

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Owl City - If My Heart Was A House

it isn't new, i just like it so i post it

Paper On The Wall

even though it doesn't really help much, but at least yeaaah my wills are written so i have a concrete goal. there they are my room's wall full of sticking papers, which use to be motivating me, myself. and so my mom is able to know what i want hehehehehe




if those wills haven't come true, it's maybe because i haven't tried my best.
i'm limited and so does my ability.
but as long as the sun hasn't exploded i still have a chance, don't I? ;) you do too

hey :)
you know the feeling when so many choices are up to your face?
actually, it's confusing and terrifying. both.
now, here i am, in the beginning of my seventeen thinking about my future, which path do i have to take? will i fit in? can my parents afford it? do i want it?
there are so many question marks flying in my head. maybe but definitely i am not the only one who'd been suffering. tons of teenagers out there feel what i feel, this is the time to plan and plant our future. sometimes i had an argument with my parents. okay, it's always. but we know my ability, i'm neither bright nor dumb, i'm just average. i regret myself giving up to be an average girl, it's really common.
me and my parents already have a deal which is written in the air, i continue my study to psychology of Padjajaran University (please, pray for me).
i wish i hope i pray i can be accepted.
my struggle continues.....
now i have to choose another university and another faculty for my next choice. it's quite frustrating.

teenagers never have a simple life
but we have to loosen the tied-up string
and start sewing our own canvas

there's something 'bout the way
the street looks when it just rains
there's a glow of the pavement.....

Taylor Swift - Fearless

WONDERFUL SINGER, EVERYBODY!!!!

hi folks! here is Imammanda Budiartha one of the best singer in Indonesia, i beg y'all to watch and LIKE the video below, because it can make his dream really really come true. he joined a kind of singing competition which the winner is decided by how many viewer and like on its video. I guarantee you won't regret to help him. he's really talented in many ways. so please, click click and like like ;)
FYI, he sang 'Serba Salah' by Raisa, it's Indonesian song

Lily Allen - Never Gonna Happen