Drafted 1/3/2015 : Kadang Hari

Kadang pengen berbagi sama semua orang tentang hari. Kemarin, hari ini dan besok.
Tentang siapa aja yang ditemui, kemana aja, kapan.
Tentang kekangenan untuk sebagian orang dan beberapa hal.
Tentang mimpi mimpi aneh yang singgah tadi malam.
Tentang jokes sederhana yang lucunya luar biasa.
Tentang sunset yang selalu terbelakangi ketika di jembatan layang.
Tentang spontanitas mampir di kampus kedua setelah kampus sendiri.
Tentang hidup sehari ini yang ditutup dengan selamat tinggal yang cantik.

Tapi cara pandang orang berbeda, itu yang membatasi kita untuk berbagi. Sebagian orang menganggap kamu sok sibuk, sebagian lagi menganggap kamu luar biasa, sebagian lagi tak peduli dengan kehidupanmu, sebagian lain bahkan tak terbersit menanyakan keadaanmu.
Bukan minta diperhatikan atau minta dikasihani. Kadang hanya ingin berbagi betapa serunya hari ini.

Rain

Frankly, i don't even know why people love rain that goddamn much.
The picture of dark clouds is the most terrifying beginning.
The sound of those amounts of water is the sign of 'now anything's gonna be worse'.
The chilly wind get your guts lessen.
The wet pavement's ready to eat you up.
And in the end the mistical smell of the ground is just like a funeral parade.
I don't hate rain, but i don't like it either.
But instead of being alone in a crowd, i'd rather jump in the rain and being scared.
Bye.

Happy... New Birthday Year

I'm not those extreme feminist who defend nudist and blame rapist.
But i'm a part of those who believe if a man can be an astronaut then a woman can be so, if a man can rule then a woman can do so.
And that dream to be one of a kind, to be an example for the other, to be one who rise among the other gender, will still be placed right here whether it is seen or not.
Happy new year and happy birthday :)

Swear on My Life

I swear on my life if i didn't get the chance to go home is not my will.
I swear on my life i didn't make the second priority.
I swear on my life i love them to the moon and back.
But i want everyone to swear on their life to not judge me and assume i change.

I don't know lah.
This and that... Here and there. If only i could split my self up and not make any mess. Arranging pieces by pieces of life event, without even bad mouthing people.
If only people understand with no further elaboration.

None Needs to Notice

At the time like this,
When you need everyone the most, when you can't handle anything by yourself. Dan tapi yaudah, boten angsal nggresulo :)

So Today

So today...
I got a ticket, in front of my dad's office. i had to go to the court next week, it's just because of my motorcycle's lamp didn't turn on.
And i didn't call my dad.
My 50k which should be in my pocket was gone. I thought it was slipped out when i took my phone in front of the police.
And i didn't call my mom.
Because of shocks and unprepared brakes, i fell from motorcycle. Luckily no bruise.
And everybody knew, i got my ankle sprained so i limped, that's why.
And all those journey finally ended at 10pm, and at that second i excused myself to just call it a day.

Mother How Are You Today?

Your phone call today finally made my day. I know you miss me, i miss you too. Look i'm fighting now to get my dream, to make you happy, to make everything finally worth in the future. I'm sorry i can't make it home first thing first in the morning, i have a duty to be fulfilled, i promise you i'll go down town next week.
I'm sorry you have to go through anything on your own, i'm sorry i am never be a helping hand for you, i'm sorry wholeheartedly. I love you.

Now and Then

Because sometimes we don't need to be afraid to lose someone, if it's meant to be... It will be.
And don't expect too much, please stop making yourself to be miserable and hang on too tight

For Those Who Cares

Ain't nobody running a country here, you can say we're not. Is asking for a little caring for one another a sin? Is asking for a help from a friend a criminal? They just don't know how it feels to be you.