RIP Cory Monteith

YOLO

YOLO, a photo by fakhriyyahkhairunnida on Flickr.

The real character above is Me, Andi & Mail. Bodaters!

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

marhaban ya ramadhan, a photo by fakhriyyahkhairunnida on Flickr.

those little conversations, since i don't know when. I learned from you.

" Belom dek. InsyaAllah tahun depan. Hahaha, selowlah insyaAllah, Allah selalu adil kepada seluruh umatnya kok
Hasil yg dituai akan sama sama usaha yg di keluarkan "

translation:
" not yet, dear. next year InsyaAllah.
Hahaha, i'll take it slow insyaAllah, Allah always be fair with His people.
What we get will always be equal with the effort "

Abang
Japan, July 8th 2013 11:07 PM

fakhriyyahkhairunnida's photostream

fakhriyyahkhairunnida's photostream on Flickr.

Dieng, July 6th 2013

Dieng, July 6th 2013 (9), a photo by fakhriyyahkhairunnida on Flickr.

so it was the journey we spent more than half of 24 hours on motorbike. there's no waver that can turn our destination, including that cold weather which attacked right to the bone.
it was paid, yes it was totally paid.

Red Balloon... again

Skipped

 

well, that very first hello didn't really mean a thing until you dived further side by side with the time, and believed there's no turning back. that hello you felt when you're not the real you, when everything's about being perfect at the first impression.

now the elaboration of both characters begin to show up, pieces by pieces feeling start to be spoken up. but hey wait, it's only been a year since that day you pronounce your name, please be wise, leaves never leave the tree without wind.

hey there, be careful...

 

living the life of a first year of architecture student, trust me you'll never have enough. one second the whole satisfaction clouds up in your smile, but no more than half second later you have deep anxiety about what you've made. you'll have one time when giants deadline coming up together in the same week, and all you can do is sitting right next to your bed and do absolutely nothing, why? you'll totally confuse about its priority which one have to be done first.
now, i am, at that point of tiresome. i don't really know what to do, everything is just tied up one another. lemme tell you things, i'm starting to lose my credibility and people are starting to doubt my ability. slow but sure, they leave me behind. i don't really know how to get rid of this, i let myself pretend to be numb and ... dumb.
it was started since while ago, when my too-lazy-to-explain habit came back. when people started to ask something and i answered shortly, a lil bit harsh and a bit impolite. i did try to make it up, but i think what's burnt couldn't be restored.
i think i need to put my psychological issue aside.
few months ago, i'm walking around with my spirit running, but maybe just maybe, now i'm running around but my spirit crawling behind.