It was dark already when we were back to Ubud. We were on throwback mode, singing in the car with old song playlist and talking on top of each other listing childhood games and old social media. We used to have Facebook, Friendster, ask.fm, Path, and Vines. I mentioned how fun it was for having a blog, but no one related to me other than Bella. That made me miss journaling again, writing to no one, and meant to just let the words be here without anyone notice it. So, here I am, writing to my own future-self.

I'm not going to detail everything that happen today, but I just want you to know that today you were really grateful for the company of several people whether they're there physically or connected by some cute texts through your phone. You spent the whole day super happy. It was you, the girls and silly obsession of making an influencer girl group account. It was super meaningful when you met each other through working in the same company, and there's saying that no bond can ever be stronger than colleague who suffers together. I didn't think we would be this close. I gained several lifetime friends from previous job, but I was always skeptical of having another ones from current job. Why? because basically at first I built my wall so high I didn't let anyone in my personal life. But once I let a crack, the whole zoo came in. I didn't have spare energy to tolerate people, because I was also so hard on myself. Now, I take myself easy, not everything has to go my way, and there's no correct answer of everything.

Also, you still got it, there's butterfly in your tummy. Keep it alive, tiny drama spices up your life.