It was just yesterday, you did
It felt so unreal
It didn't feel good but not as devastating i thought it would be
I guess that's it, my walls was created with reasons
I built it without doubt, but at times it got weaker
They said don't be afraid
I guess i wasn't afraid, i just knew every single of these things surely would happen
So i said it's okay nid while patting my chest and my head over and over again
Why are you so mean such a precious precious thing

But.

One thing you should know, my will to look tough and not let anyone see my weakness is bigger than my sorrow.
So if you could see me now, i would be laughing my ass of and smiling ear to ear